I want to get pregnant

2 years of ttc! Is it a long time? For me. It seems to b an eternity. Plus my husband who taunts me when we are fighting. That i am not able to make him a baby. I have cried soo much! It really hurts. Nothing is in ny hand. I went to gynec and was given clomid then later on found out that i got fibroid because of that. I am afraid to take fertility treatment thinking that it wont work and will cause damage to my body.. it is soooooo complicated! Why cant i just be pregnant and thats it full stop????