Hard To Be Happy

Angelica • Hi 👋🏼I`m Angelica. My husband and I have been trying to convince baby #1, now with the aid of fertility meds.
So, after a year of trying to convince naturally and one failed cycle of Clomid, I find out my little sister is pregnant with her 5th baby. It just happened on accident. 
I truly am very happy for her, I love being an auntie. 
But, I can't help but feel sad cause it isn't me. 
Anyone else know what I mean?