Blood pressure problems

With my 2nd child i had a slightly high blood pressure the last half of pregnancy. Ecerything was fine til i was given the epidural and it shot down really fast and they had to rake the epidural away til my blood pressure stabilized and it never did. So unplanned all natural birth happenedm which wasnt all that bad i guess.

Now 3 and 1/2 years later, ive been thru alot...phsyical and verbal abuse, divorce, school, abuse from my kids father one our oldest, then the love of my life died in a work accident in March.

Ive been very anxious and depressed since then.

Now pregnant and my blood pressure is running high. It probably was before i was pregnant but never checked it.

When i stress out i can FEEL my heart pounding so hard and it freaks me out even more. And sometimes i see spots in my vision :(

Im scared. And havent gotten approved for medicade yet...

Anyone else with high blood pressure?