Scared to be happy again

Kayla • Sat, Oct 29

I just took a test because i am almost 2 weeks late....BFP but i have had so many losses i lost twins the day before thansgiving last year and lost 2 more after. This time i have been on clomid 2months and i think it happened

so i am afraid to be happy again.. I feel it's not real if it is how do i move past that feeling. .