I could be

😐😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

I could be a drunk. I could a lazy soul. I could be an asshole... a bitch...

I could be a nothing, like you've claimed.. I could be nothing..

I'm not you. I'm not their mother, not ,their goto. I'm not you... not their father, not their wonder...

I'm not you... I want them, miss them, when their gone..

I'm not you...

I love them.. their mine and that's all.

You may be their biological mother... their blood and so much more...

And I maybe their nothing, their nothing but someday so much more...

I am their step mom. I try... try so hard... I am their goto when they're here with daddy and I and so much more...

:( I feel like nothing.. like nothing and nothing more.. I am nothing... nothing.. but I feel I should be more...... 😭