Love dont live here but you do!!!

Hey ladies I really love this site but I have a confession and I wanted to see if others can relate?? I've been with my man for about 5 years he has been a total fuck up. I've stayed for the love that my son has for him. Now we have two together. I feel like he is just my Babydaddy but he still believes he has the roll of being my man!! I'm so irritated with him because when I was so in love he did everything in the book to make me dislike him. Now he wants me to move on like that part of life didn't happen. Sometimes I want him sexually and I have fantasys about him but when the opportunity is presented to be the biggest freak to him I feel discussed the whole time.. I love him and I want to make it work but I don't like his ass..