so mad at myself!

So I had been feeling like crap, today I went to labor and delivery... very scary, anyways everything turned out great except now I'm severely anemic and if it doesn't get better I'm going to need a blood transfusion. I'm so mad at myself I've been doing everything they tell me to do I take my meds for HBP, my prenatal pills, and the once a day iron and baby aspirin. Somehow I still didn't manage to make it better. Well at least my baby is doing great she was happy and kicking the monitor the entire time, doctor isn't worried about her she's as healthy as can be.