I'm in a pickle.
So, I've been with my boyfriend for a over a year, and I really do love him. I know this because he's consistently able to piss me off and make my life hell.
We were drinking one night and he wouldn't take my not interested remarks to heart. Long story short, he raped me and didn't even realize it because he was so drunk. Our sex life has been very non existent since then and I've grown quite content with that.
It's gotten to the point, where I only like occasional kisses and very limited cuddles. I even prefer to not sleep in the same bed as him.
Recently, I met a new guy. We've been getting close and venturing through dangerous territories. Long story short: I made out with him last night and it's the first time in a long time I've felt any sexual attraction to anybody.
I don't feel guilty, but I don't want to lose my boyfriend. So I plan on calling it a bad drunken decision and go on with my life.
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