Been in tears all day

20 week scan and baby been a sassy sod wouldn't lay right. Midwife having to dig her head out of my cervix to get a view of the brain, moving every time they tried to measure aomething. Spent 20 minuites smiling to then be told that the fluid in the neck is abnormal.

After having the down syndrome screening at 12 week and having a 1 in 6000 chance and normal fluid, everything was fine and really low risk. Now this bombshell has completely destroyed me.

A journey to leeds for a heart scan on my little angel tomorrow and I've never been so scared.

There is noting worse that feeling like you failed as a mother before your baby is even born.