why 😔

I am 32 weeks pregnant and having to go to the hospital twice a week for stress test/monitoring until they induce me at 36 or 37 weeks. They just called me and set it for tomorrow. Why do I feel like I'm asking a lot of the baby dad to be there? He and I are on good terms, he's never been to any of my appointments and hasn't done much to participate in the pregnancy, so I feel like I'm inconveniencing him by asking him to come with me. I know I shouldn't because it's his child, but I can't help but feel that way 😔 I just don't want to go alone.