Af due tmrw

And boy do I feel her ... really thought this was my month even got a clearblue positive but I think it' was fake tested again the next morning with a first response although it was 2nd urine and it was negative ... completely negative kinda thought I saw a shadow but no just negative ... honestly feeling so super down ... we've been trying since the 4th of July and i just thought this month was it we caught ovulation and used preseed. .. so sad ladies