ugh😪

So today is Halloween and usually I would love Halloween it is one of my favorite holidays and I would do my makeup and dress up and go outside and such but this year is it wasn't the same😞 I'm currently on my period my first day and I don't know why this time my emotions hit me so hard I just couldn't. I've been crying over everything and it was been a mess! And I feel so bad bc my brother was so excited and even tho he knew I felt bad but he still tried to make me happy which somewhat worked. Can you girls just say some comforting words or something? My bf is feeling sick and I believe he's sleeping and I'm home alone😔