2 days late

Going on two days late... too scared to test because of all the negatives from the previous 4 months. I cried and prayed so hard the last time af showed... does it ever get easier? I'm still cramping lightly and my back hurts. No spotting but my face is breaking out around the perimeter and along my jawline... never have multiple breakouts. I'm also extremely tired but I slept all night. Maybe stress is delaying it idk I gave up trying last month so I'm just worried now.