so so bitchy!

I am just so done with this ttc I have been trying since our misscarage in feb and nothing!  I can figure out when I ovulate I have two apps and both say different weeks are my fertile week.   opk i have yet to get a positive that I no of, taking tempiture and it's all over the place there is no patern!  When my husband wants it in don't and when I do he doesn't then when we need to we fight then seems more like work!  I ask questions on the apps and no one comments!  Husband talked to doctor to ask when to see a doc and she said when a year is up of trying!  All around just worn out!  Everyone says when it happens it happens well I try to let that happen and it's all I think about!  Constantly thinking how I am getting older and my son is over 2 and how I did not want to leave the baby stage then have a kid and that's where I am at now!  Just all around frustrated!  And I no others have been trying for way longer it's just so much and I have no idea what I am doing!