well....it's officially 13 months TTC 😩

Ugh, I feel like I'm so done with this. My husband and I have been doing everything we could but nothing is working. I was told I have PCOS two months back but the doctor didn't want to put me on anything yet. She wants to wait a year before getting on treatments, because I'm 21. My husband is so ready to have a baby, yesterday we'll put trick or treating with my nieces a little boy put a candy in my bag &I was like "here for your kid", I looked at my husband like lol we don't have a kid 😩😅. It's been a crazy first year of TTC. Very month, we get our hopes up,  especially if my period skips or is late. We plan everything. But then my period comes 💔. I just wish it was easier then this but like everyone says. God has perfect timing. I hope he blesses us soon 🌞