Out for this month 😭😩

AF was due on the 4th but Mother Nature is so cruel ..... I started today! I'm upset because I've been having symptoms like; heightened smell, left pelvic pain, very sore/tender breast, and nausea but her I am, with AF! I lost my first baby 6 years ago, was on depo for about a year and have been off it for 3 years now ..... so honestly, I don't think I can conceive anymore ..... I try and make sure I BD during my window and still end up with BFN and/or AF! I'm concerned but I don't have the money for a specialist (don't tell me, I don't need to be trying for a kid if I can't afford a specialist because I will go off! Not everyone can afford them!!!)! So, I'll just keep trying til something happens and when I am able, I will try to see a specialist. I'm just upset and needed to vent!