What I wouldn't give for two lines; two legit lines. In the 5.5 years we've been ttc, we've never gotten a false positive. It's been a week and I still feel as if my entire chest cavity is empty and collapsing. I can't cope with the constant disappointment anymore.

I'm throwing in the towel. I have created life one time and it will never happen again. It's time to make peace with that reality. I'm luckier than some to have had one child.

I've been a pretty silent user of Glow for awhile. I don't contribute much to the community here and I don't try to make friends... I'm basically a hermit in all forms. But what little interaction I've had has been overwhelmingly supportive.

Thanks and I wish you all the best.