Regrets 😰

I'm 21 years old and lately I've been feeling worse and worse about my decision to abort not one but two of my pregnancies in the past year. Both were hard decisions to make but I feel like it wasn't ALL my decision. Loved ones weren't afraid to put their opinions in and tell me all the things wrong about it and why I shouldn't have continued he pregnancies. It was probably the right thing to do in the end but hat doesn't mean that I don't hurt so much about losing a part of me. No one around me quite understands what I'm going through, I  could really use someone to talk to about this, someone else who's been through something similar.