I absolutely hate my life.. *UPDATE*

Susie • 14 years old, 9 months ❤️
I'm 35 weeks pregnant and I literally hate my life. I don't want to be me anymore. I don't want to be here anymore. All I do is cry and I don't want to socialize with people. I hate everything, and nobody sees how messed up I am. I don't know what to do. There numbers of things that make me hate myself, and just life all together. I'm not going into detail because I know there are hateful people on this app. I'm just so lost. I'm so sad. I'm so done. I don't know what to do..
UPDATE- I have decided to share with you what I am currently going through.
I am 14 years old and I'm pregnant. My dad is trying to throw my daughters father in prison even though he's doing everything he can to be a father.
My dad is controlling, and I know he will try to control every single thing that I do once she is here.
I know that I have control, but I'm afraid to take it. I have always been afraid of my father for the fact that he has been physically abusive in the past and is still emotionally abuse today.
I love my dad, but he's making me miserable.