im depressed looking at my pre pregnancy weight

Jessica
I started off at 97lbs! I was so unhappy with my weight! At times i cried because i couldnt gain weight 😞
I liok back at these pictures and i had NO IDEA i actually looked that skinny .. i do look anorexic! That is after having my first son! Im now 31 weeks pregnant and im so happy about my weight i am now 126-127lbs and im so scared to loose after the baby! 
Im so sorry for my rant.. i dont know what to do! Im getting depressed that im to the end and i will have no more baby weight after 9 short weeks 😞😞. I really want to keep this weight! I have so much self confidence! and people say im nuts theyd rather loose the weight!Â