AF was due on Nov 7 but came on yesterday Nov 2

Lataoya
Im so confused this month my cycles are normal but for some reason this month everything was off, ovulation was off symptoms like crazy and now my period is almost a week early....im so confused and not to mention another freaking month with no BFP....I want to stay positive but every month af comes it's so discouraging especially after you've tried everything during fertile week and af comes. After our MC in March I feel as if I'm being tortured each month...ugh! Something that is a natural thing for a woman is so hard for when especially when ppl are killing their kids 👿👿 and my hubby and I are praying for one we even buy little things for the baby here and there trying to hold on to hope😢