No pictures at the 20 week scan so sad

I had my scan today and this is all we saw knees and elbows. He was so curled up. I cried a ton after im pissed i didnt get to see him or and get any photos.

I also have my placenta inbetween us so i proabbly wont feel any movements and he cant feel me rubbing him. Breaks my heart

My boyfriend has 3 kids already he didnt want anymore so this will be my only baby.

Im not experiencing anything awesome just hemroids, yeast infections and a hernia i have to have surgery on 2 weeks after hes born.