Okay so I had my daughter September 11 2016💜 and my boyfriend got locked up the day after I conceived.. so for 6months of the pregnancy he wasn't around(3rd time within our 2 1/2yr relationship) any whoo so NOW I had my daughter and OUR relationship is completely out of wack, our vibes are off and he works ALL THE TIME NOW, and has nothing saved.. i brought the issue of us being so distant he denied it and said I'm over reacting, he needs to work n make the money.. that's his job, and my job is to be at home with our daughter and take care of the house front..it's frustrating because he doesn't feel the need to take 1Friggin day off to spend with OUR family!! Our daughter is almost 2months now and she knows My voice and I can tell exactly what's wrong with her when she fusses.. and she looks at him like he's crazy, then looks at me like momma who the hell is this... it breaks my heart because I grew up without a Biological father, then got adopted by my step dad when I turned 7.. I know how it feels like be on the playground and have to ask what a Daddy is because a little girl I was playing with said she had to go get ice cream with her Daddy.. I was like 3-4.. but still... ughhhh I just don't know how to help fix this funk.. and whenever we're intimate we never "make" love.. it's just pure fucking... and I sit there afterwards regretting even giving into him 😖😔 it just sucks to feel alone while being in a relationship and alone being a first time parent AND the other parent COULD be here but apparently rather not.