Hardest day of my life....

Ashley
Today I'm getting discharged from the hospital after giving birth on 10/31. It's so hard for me to leave my baby behind in the nicu and go home. I live 2 hours away from the hospital and won't be coming back til the morning. Everytime I look at her all I can do is cry because I cany stand the thought of her being up here without me. How do you nicu moms do it?