I need some advice 😓

I'm currently going to options for youth for those who don't know what it is it's a school where you only go twice a week and do work independently. I'm currently a 10th grader due to the way the school works. I'm suppose to be a senior but I'm not. I'm not graduating anytime soon. Which literally makes me go crazy with myself because I have no type of motivation my parents don't motivate me at. Idk what I'm doing with myself and I don't even think I can do it anymore. I don't want to graduate when I'm 19 that's something ik I wouldn't be able to live with. I've been thinking a lot of dropping out but the more I think about it the worse I get idk what's going on with me.