venting with writing

DISCLAIMER: a very sappy improper and flawed "poem". Sorry if I had bad grammar. Point is that I needed to vent in some way. I hope y'all like it. 

What you do is all I hear

Your mouth moves but it donesn't matter

Actions speak louder than words and I can't help but to hear the ugly truth

Your mouth says you love me yet no touch lingers on my skin 

Your mouth says you want this but all I hear is nothing 

And when I say Nothing, I mean everything!

Actions speak louder than words and I hear EVERYTHING!

I hear the truth! I just wished I knew  why

Why are you even with me

I go untouched 

I go unseen

Your eyes never follow me

Your body hardly presses against mine

When I dress in lace it's as if you see through me as easily as the cloth I dress in to spark your desire

But nothing 

Actions speak louder than words

And I wish I could block out this noise!

All I hear is I don't want you, i could do better, I'm settling for you. 

Actions speak louder than words and yours are  screaming at me 

No no no no

I wish I couldn't see

 I wish I couldn't feel

Because what I hear is killing me