BFN Failed FET #2

Nikki • 2014 Ivf Cycle; retrieved36 eggs, fertilized 14. 2014 FET Cycle: Result BFN 2016 FET Cycle: Result BFN 2018 FET Cycle: Result BFN 2018 FET Cycle: Result BFP 2019 Baby Alessia has arrived 3wks early! She’s literally perfect! ❤️
Had my BETA today and it was a BFN. Idk whether or not I will stay with RMA NJ now. This is my second failed FET with perfect embryos. I am so hurt and upset as I really thought this was it for us. We have 12 babies left and I literally have 0 faith that we'll ever be parents.