We made 10 weeks!!

So my next and only scan for the rest of the year is in two weeks and 4 days! Where I will be 12 and 4 I can't wait ! But I'm so terrified somthing awful will happen... still sick and have food aversions... nipples still tender so I assume I'm fine and so is baby!! I've been looking at where my uterus is (google) and I can't seem to feel it... yes I'm overweight around 185lb and 1st time mum but I thought maybe I would be able to feel it anyone else ? Xx