So my original due date was October 24th, I never thought I would actually have him on it, consideri...

So my original due date was October 24th, I never thought I would actually have him on it, considering how only a small percentage of woman do. Well the doctors told me me a week before that I would be going into labor any day now they said, and then they stripped my membranes. They scheduled an induction date just in case for sunday the 23rd, I walked 4 miles everyday wanting it to happen naturally because I've waited so long to experience all of this, especially because i was told I would never be able too, that I couldn't conceive well i walkef 4 miles eberyyyydayy well wobbled and still no baby so on the following Sunday we found ourselves at the hospital. I was so anxious, they had told me to be there at 830 so of course I gt no sleep. Well 730 came around and they called and told me they were full and to wait to leave. Well finalllllly they called me back around lunch and told me to be here at 3 FINALLY progress! Well we get there at 230 and some lady stole my room. (Sorry but she did) so I didn't even get in until about 830 AT NIGHT. Grr.... Anyway they gave me pitocen and the balloon to help get things going. I had planned on doing all of my pain management in the birthing tub and they knew that but told me I couldn't with the pitocen drip. So " ill tough it out I said" hah.... within 20 minites my contractions were 1.5 minutes apart with the intensity of being 9 cm dilated when i was only at a wopping one.... 😑😩😲😲😧I was throwing up everywhere I kept screaming im dyinnggg and so the epidural lady showed up. After about 2 hours of pushing the button every ten minutes on the dot crying finally I was numb. And they told me to get comfortable that it could take up to 72 hours.

Wtf I thought to myself....

I thought inducing was quicker and easier . Little did I kno everyone had lied to me. It was rougher and longer and horrible! 😔😩😢😭 well at 530 in the morning I woke up in the darkness and noticed my legs were spread open and I saw a light coming from my vagina, out of nowhere a head pops up. Its my doctor she says "oh hey, I just broke your water" lol okay..... I just leave it at that and try and pass back out after hitting the button every ten minutes for another hour because falling asleep made it wear off well they told me once I got fully dilated it would still be at least 2 hours and that I should wait to tell my sister to leave until then since it could still be 2 days before I got there., we'll 5 o'clock in the afternoon they decided to come check me, my doctor, the other doctor and the 10 freaking interns for duke were all in there to watch him check me and see my vagina which was humiliating. Especially because most of them were extremely handsome guys along with beautifullllll woman I swear duke picks their employees out of a modeling catalog. Well they said "shes 10 plus 1 how about giving us a practice push" and I couldn't feel s*** at this point so I push while texting my sister telling her to leave. Whule everyone's giving me a sideways look like I'm line of those girls who constantly stays in her phone (when in totally not I don't even have a twitter or snapchat) Then they say "just a couple more we can see the head" and I said no shit. Omg..... And so I push 3 or 10 more times and he's out. It didn't even feel real, he was born and by exactly 530 and weighed 6 pounds 13 ounces and I just stared at him. My little rainbow baby. My little miracle my 4 percenter my 4 percent odds of having a child had finally paid off, and he was perfect <3 It took a few days for it to sink in but im so blessed WE are so blessed <3 and boy I was so glad that I got the epidural because I didn't feel any pain at all. Not even pressure, like my sister said why hurt if you don't have too. I had wanted to do it naturally to prove to myself that I could. But mabie next time when I go into labor naturally lol mabie then I'll be able to handle it. But he was and is perfect <2

Jaxon daniel Hagood

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Mommy's rainbow baby