I just needed to get this off my mind so sorry if it is uninteresting.

About three weeks ago my doctor told me that my baby died at 8 weeks 3 days, I didn't want to believe him because I haven't done anything to harm my baby and it has been 3 weeks. I just started bleeding, it was only a tiny bit but it had some huge clots. In pretty sure this is the start of it and i am devastated. I don't want this to happen. I haven't bled since and that was about an hour ago. I really am just so afraid to tell my boyfriend because I know that it will break his heart I to a million pieces. The annoying thing is that everybody knows so I will have to tell them that its gone😥