Feeling down ;-(

I've dreamed about having my first child for so long and now as it getting closer and I'm showing no signs of labor being near I'm saddened thinking of my last appointment with my Midwife. She mentioned if I don't have her by my due date we would talk induction. I want my natural unmedicated water birth and I know pitocin increases the chances of c section or a longer labor and more intense contractions. I'm also very apprehensive about the Foley ballon ; I pray she comes on her own on or before my DD BC I don't want anything to do with an induction.