Relationships aren't easy

The hardest thing in the world is loving a man so much and not knowing what to do next. Should I do this or that? Will this make him mad or happy? It's hard trusting the man you love too, when the walls have been shaken. It's even harder when all you want is for him to trust you to and he doesn't fully. Suddenly all the pressure of the relationship is all on you. Loving a man is difficult when love is hard to do. You grow up hearing "love is a powerful word", you "love isn't something you should take lightly" and this is all SO true. Love is powerful, love is hard, love shouldn't be taken lightly, and it shouldn't just be something you say. The hardest thing in the world is loving a man. Why, because there are obstacles. There are many reasons why loving a man is hard, but what makes loving a man easy is when he loves you right back. There will be obstacles and mountains to climb in a relationship. But falling in love with the man you want to be with and getting through those obstacles day by day is what makes all those hard things become so small. Relationships aren't easy, trust has to be earned, and love should come naturally. I have learned so many new things about love and relationships since being in my relationship now for 18 months. I can honestly say that I truly do love My Love, he makes me so happy and I know he loves me too. I will admit we have had so many trying times but what gets us through them all is loving each other, being by each other's side, and knowing that things will get better once we climb those mountains together. Trust will grow bigger, love will become stronger, and our relationship will become unbreakable. The thing I remember the most is that there will be down moments but the up moments in the relationship will be so worth it all. 

I'm simple sharing this to hopefully help another couple out there that is struggling in anyway. By no means, is my relationship perfect, FAR from it actually. However, there is always run to grow for us and that is what makes me so much more excited about our relationship. 

I love you Jacob 💚