breathing watch?

Karen
Is it just me or does anyone else find themselves becoming obsessed with checking their baby is breathing when sleeping?
Over the last couple of weeks I literally cannot stop myself from checking on my son when he is sleeping to make sure that he is still breathing. 
I don't know if this is because I am a first time parent, because he is a third time lucky <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> baby after 10 years ttc, because he is a rainbow baby, because I am taking anti-drepressents (from before pregnancy) or just because I'm a little bit obsessed with my gorgeous boy. The thought of him not being in my life anymore feels like it could literally stop my heart.