drug addicted dads

Lauren • 👑 • Melbourne • 18 • 👶🏽 4/6/17 • 👑
Can anyone on here who's partner or baby daddy is drug addicted please message me. I'm really struggling right now. 
I'm not with him and I have a restraining order against him but he just blew out from juice (ghb) and is in hospital in a coma. And there's nothing I can do. Can't visit him nothing. Not to mention the girl he's seeing is there... I don't want him but that doesn't mean I don't care. I don't care if my baby doesn't have a dad around but I rather not tell my baby that their dad died of a drug overdose. Someone please help