*sigh*

So it's 4 weeks postpartum now, labor and delivery went amazing, I had a water birth and my little girl arrived in less than 4 hours, but now I'm really starting to miss the feeling of being pregnant, I've literally been pregnant for 2 years, my first was a year old 2 Friday's ago and my little miss was born a week before his birthday, but because I've been pregnant so long with only a 4 month gap in between, I feel like I should be getting pregnant again and I can't get used to me having a pre pregnancy body, I'm in love with my stretch mark flabby tummy and will remember every moment going through the aches and pains, hormone changes and sickness, but why do I feel like I wish I could be pregnant forever and I would be perfectly happy, I don't feel broody I just miss my bump along with all the appointments, scans, and the wondering if who my baby will look like. 😭