Am I being a jealous b***h!?

So my SO and I have been ttc for over 6 months now and our sex like the past 2-3 weeks has been non existent. We had sex everyday during my fertile window which caused me to get a bad yeast infection 2 days later. I had to use the Monistat cream for 7 days so we couldn't have sex while I was taking it, then on top of that af showed her ugly face on day 6 of treatment. So needless to say we haven't been intamite in weeks! Yesterday we had the night off ( I have a 7 year old) and my SO's stomach was messed up and he was constantly running to the bathroom. So I automatically thought no sex because his belly and I'm just over my period. We went to the mall and bout some Christmas presents for people and went home to watch some tv. He told me that last week he had to "rub one off" cuz he was hurting from not having sex. Then a half hour later started complimenting all the women on tv saying how hot they were. We later down for bed and he complimented another girl on tv and then wanted to have sex. What the fuck!? Why can't u compliment me! Why can't u say I'm sexy! Then to tell me he had to "rub one off" made me think- he had to have watched porn! Ugh I'm so aggravated! Am I being a bitch!? Or do I have a right to be pissed off!?