need some encouragement

I have pcos. We've been trying for baby number 2 for a while. This month I got deeper into natural ways to help; deeper than I ever have. I felt really hopeful but I'm on cd11 and still don't have a positive opk. The lines got darker and now they are getting lighter. Today I'm feeling crazy moody, I'm sick to my stomach and I feel like if someone touches my breast they'd better have a death wish. I have no idea what's going on with me now but I just want to give up. The only positive here is that my guy and I are closer than ever thanks to all the "dancing".