So since I am not on Facebook right now due to family drama and the only other person I talk to about this is in bed sleeping I figured I would give this a try so here it goes. My fiancé and I have been together for almost a 1 1/2 years been engaged since March 2016. We have never really done anything to prevent pregnancy but I do have some weird female problems so after I went back to the Dr for my yearly I told her we were ready for some help. I already have three kids from previous relationships and he had two so we would like to have number 6. So my Dr put me on clomid 50 MG and I went back at 21 days and they did the progesterone test and I came back and I didn't ovulate last cycle😢. Then she went ahead and gave me metformin to go with clomid and said if I didn't have a period by cycle day 35 which would of been in a couple of days to call back and she would give me a third round of Provera. So yesterday we had a birthday party for two of my fiancé's nieces they are 4 and 1 the mom his sister is due with baby #4 at the end of this month and all she does is complain about her pregnancy and it makes me 😠 I seriously want another baby so bad it makes me angry. So last night he tried getting a lil fresh and I denied him so he fell asleep and I stayed up crying for two hours about how it wasn't fair that I'm only 30 and so broken that I can't even do one simple thing and that is to have a baby. I love my three and my two bonus kids like crazy but I feel so incomplete. So when he woke up this morning and tried again I was like ok don't be a bitch to him it's not his fault so we did the deed and after I'm like ok need to call Dr tomorrow to get Provera going so we can get on this baby making. Well got to work and about an hour into my shift af arrived. Never in my life have I been so excited to have a period. There rant over I feel better now 😂