9 days away from my due date. Feeling really discouraged. How did you feel before labor? What signs did you have?

I'm 9 days from my due date, I have tried everything to get this baby out. She has dropped since 4 weeks ago, I have been dilated since 36 weeks. And I had a membrane stripping last Friday. Litorly feeling so discouraged like she will never come out. Lots of pelvic pain, and pressure, lots of contractions here and there. But no sign of labor in sight. How did you feel before you went into labor and your early labor signs.

( dilated to a 2 almost 3 and more than 50% effaced.)

Really feeling like this pregnancy is never going to end and that she isn't going to come out.