I was pregnant for the very first time after 2 1/2 years of trying and found out last Monday that I was miscarrying. There was a heartbeat Friday and Monday there was nothing. I was 7 weeks. Now I feel like being pregnant was just a dream and I'm waking up from it. I don't understand and I feel so lonely. My husband now wants to wait another year to try again so we can heal but I feel so indifferent about it.