it's all came to an end

Tallara
Yesterday I had my 8 week ultrasound. The tech didn't say a thing the whole time so I knew something was up. She said she has to study my results further and my doctor will recieve them this afternoon. 
That I did get the dreaded phone call from my doctor and she confirmed that I indeed was pregnant and my reading was at 7 weeks BUT sadly had an ectopic pregnant in my right tube. 
It's all came to an end last night 7th November (AUS) 
Because I was a little too far along, they had to remove my right fellopion tube, that was devastating to hear and I just balled my eyes out. 
Surgery went well and recovery is ok. I'm a mess but am surrounded by close loved ones. Would not wish this emotional & physical pain on anyone. 
Maybe in the near future I get to hopefully have a beautiful rainbow baby 👶🏾