Miscarriage & Emotions😢

Tyishae`
I lost my second baby in July of 2016 & I was devastated. It hurt like hell as well , seeing as though I had a kidney infection at the exact same time . I'm still a little messed up about it .. 
Tell me ....
Are there any women on here who have had a miscarriage & are still fucked up about it ?? How did you get through it or do you ever just forget about it ? 
I know I can't be the ONLY one .