late night worrying

I figured I'd post here since we haven't told our families yet. Long story short we had a growth scan 3 weeks ago and baby's stomach was small so they had me do another ultrasound yesterday (11/7). Tech seemed concerned but didn't say much just that her stomach was still small. Got a call from my ob at 630pm (should have known it wasn't good news) she said to go to ob triage right away for a non stress test and steroid shot in case we need to deliver early. I'm 34.6wks. Spent 4 hours at the hospital. Did the test and shot but my BP was high so they did urine and blood tests. Protein in my urine. So they have me doing a 24 hour urine collection and I go back to the hospital tomorrow night for another NST and second shot. On call OB says bedrest already. Luckily I have my regular check up in the morning and will get more info. OB was saying she's going to refer me to a high risk and get a second opinion. So I'm sitting here not at 2:45am wide awake trying not to worry but obviously I can't help it. I keep thinking how I don't have a hospital bag packed and all her clothes still need to be washed in case I deliver early. We haven't told any family due to not wanting to worry them until we absolutely have to. Also my mom lives in another state and is having surgery Wednesday so I don't want to call her and her insist on coming out and missing her surgery in case it's not as big of a deal as we think. So I posted here just to get it out lol I'm not one to ever ask but I'd greatly appreciate prayers/good thoughts/juju/whatever you believe in. It's our first baby and my husband is more stressed than I am. Thanks ladies!