I miscarried December 17, 2015 at 10 weeks.  I've noticed that I became more bitter and angry towards friends announcing that they're expecting or even to think they are. I honestly want to be happy and celebrate but I physically and mentally can't. I have those "is something wrong with me" , "why me" , and "I want my baby" thoughts. It's  almost been a year, and I honestly want to move past it, and be okay with it.  But a part of me wants to hang on, and I don't want to I need to get out of this slump but I honestly can't.