I regret circumsizing my son.

I feel like such a horrible, horrible mom and the worst thing is, I can't undo it. I didn't want to do it, and my husband was on the fence. They didn't do circumcisions in the hospital so I just decided I wasn't going to do it. But my parents literally made it seem like we were making the WORST decision and like his life was gonna be hell if we didn't do it. And I don't know what discussion my husband had with my dad but after they talked, my husband was set on it. We went to the doctor's office, and I was holding my son and I will never forget the image of him looking up at me while he was holding onto me, and smiling at me and the doctor said, "okay mom and dad, go wait in the waiting room! We'll call you when it's done!" And I left my baby in there, and I could hear him screaming from the waiting room and I was in tears. he's been crying all day and I feel like an awful mother and person and I can't do anything to help him feel better. I let my parents basically bully us into something that wasn't necessary and I can't believe I let that happen. I guess in the late 70s, early 80s it was a big god damn deal to be circumcised but I wish I hadn't done it. I cried when I had to change his diaper for the first time afterwards. I feel awful. I have never felt this horribly before. I don't want to scare any mom's or anything, please do what you will but I can not forgive myself for hurting my son for such a stupid reason.