ok I haven't made one these for a while

So in June I found out that I was pregnant and was happy. Then by Father's Day I found out that it was an ectopic pregnancy. I went thru this by myself and my husband was not there for me. In July I ended up turning to another guy for the support and love that I needed. In September my husband filed for divorce. I am happy with this new guy and want to try to have another baby. Well today I have been spotting only when I go to the bathroom. My period is due Monday. I want to take a test so bad but want to wait until I am actually late. What do you guys think? Please no judgements on me turning to another guy and getting what my husband never gave me. I mean my husband told me that he never wanted another baby and he was doing it to make me happy. Then he told me after two weeks of losing the baby that he couldn't understand why I couldn't get over it.