This is probably going to be long, but if you read it thank you, I need opinions. For starters, I'm 33 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend and I just moved into our new house recently and I'm trying my hardest to keep it as nice and clean and neat as I can. I just graduated from college a week ago and now I'm a SAHM (as requested by my boyfriend). He works about 50 hours a week and busts his ass for us which I'm grateful for. So I do my part during the day when he's gone. I clean and organize whatever I can in my condition. It is KILLING me how disrespectful he is towards our house. He'll eat in the living room and leave crumbs everywhere, he walks through the entire house in his work boots (he works construction), he'll leave kitchen cabinets wide open, he'll put work clothes right on our bed after I've just washed it... I could go on and on. It just hurts me. Then the money situation.. he's the only source of income which he agreed on. So when he gets paid every other Friday I sit down and work out what we need for bills and necessities. Then whatever is left over, I put in the dresser for us to use if we need it. We had over $500 this last paycheck for our own spending money, now it's gone. Then there was $100 left.. GONE. So basically we struggle, not because we have to, but because he can't save money. Then he tells me he didn't take the money 🙄🙄🙄🙄 pregnancy brain is brutal but I'm not stupid. And finally, the intimacy. THERE IS NONE. And when I say none, I mean NONE. I try, even being pregnant. I try kissing him and all I get back are little pecks, like no, I want to make out with my boyfriend. I try touching him intimately, he won't have it. He hasn't touched me anywhere other than my belly for probably a month or more. It makes me feel ugly because I'm pregnant, and he swears that's not the case, but regardless, any woman will assume that.