Ugh not again 😭😭😭

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2 miscarriages and now a chemical. I feel like I will never be a mom. I know ill keep trying and pushing forward, but my heart is so heavy. So many losses this year. My dad committed suicide, lost a baby in july, my cat got killed by a coyote 2 weeks ago, and now a chemical. I just wanna die 😢😢😢