Starting to give up

Trying to ttc baby 2, oldest is 10 😩 & I'll be 30 in a few weeks‼️we both want another baby so bad‼️ Aunt flow is due 11/19. But these past few days I've been noticing that my boobs feel fuller & heavier. I've been having minor cramps as if it's the time but I know it's not... I was very anxious & took a test (which I knew it was entirely too early) but I did it anyway results were Negative‼️ However, my friend reminded me that it's to early to tell. What kind symptoms did you have? Because I know every pregnancy is different. Praying for a big fat positive🙌🏾