I can't seem to get pregnant and I am pissed !

Laryssa
Okay , I been trying for months and I swear I have something wrong with me but I don't know what , I can't seem to get pregnant and I want a kid more than anything in this life I am 18 and my Husband 21 I go to college and he is done with college at a full time job ! I am at the point of laying in bed and cry every time , and when I see pictures of babies I cry , when I was 16 I alredy knew I wanted a kid to love and care for and make a family so it isn't something I choose from day to night :( I am really annoyed , and I had sex whenever I could with my husband because we are trying but I have difficulties ! I feel in pain and in my head I think kids are spiritual beings that come as a present of God for you as an adult to be teached what you didn't learned in life , more like a miracle ! And I can't ask my mom how to do it because she is not fertile and she is an adoptive mom ! S.O.S I am hell depressed and freaking out is past 6 months of sexual activity and noothing !